It’s one of those days. I can’t leave the house. This happens periodically. It’s not that I’m scared to leave or fearful of what’s “out there.” I can’t really explain it. It’s nearly paralyzing, and it makes me angry at myself.
I’ve been trying to give myself a break. Lower my ridiculously high expectations. But now I fear I’ve fallen back in to a depression. I feel ridiculous. I want to just snap myself out of it. Maybe someone will slap me across the face and then I’ll be me again. Any volunteers?